“Experiment”
by Josh Gilbert
Going into that
pawnshop was a mistake. I sped up, fleeing the crime scene via a network of
small alleyways behind the storefront. My lungs heaved, the cold air burning
them like fire. Behind me, the sound of dogs barking mingled with the wail of
police sirens. K-9 was here. My chances of getting away plummeted lower than
ever. I ran around a sharp corner and leaned up against the side of an
abandoned brick warehouse. Nothing made sense: the body inside the shop,
covered in stab wounds, the policeman walking in right as I pulled the knife
out the body and tried to stop the bleeding. How could they think I
killed her? I was trying to help.
I had caught my
breath by now, and set off again, jogging at a more reasonable pace this time.
I rounded another corner and came to an abrupt stop. Ahead was a heavy set
police officer, barely able to restrain the German Shepherd he had on a leash.
His eyes opened wide in surprise at me appearing right in front of them, and
the dog went crazy, lunging against its restraint. I immediately took off in
the opposite direction. Despite my efforts, I heard rapid footsteps as the dog
gained behind me. I ran through another bend in the alleyway and saw a barbed
wire fence ahead that was taller than myself. At first I thought I was finished
before realizing it was my salvation. I was nearly exhausted by this point, but
managed to speed up. I lifted my arms up and jumped the fence just as the dog
caught me. I shouted in pain as its jaw closed around my left ankle and kicked
with my other leg, causing it to temporarily relinquish its bite. Using the
opportunity, I finished pulling myself up and fell over, landing on my left
shoulder and going into a roll. I hopped up and looked at the dog on the other
side of the fence. It was pressing its face against the fence and trying to
bite through it, coating the chain links in saliva.
“Can’t climb without
these,” I said to the dog, holding out my hands and flexing my fingers, before
looking down and seeing they were covered in blood. The realization hit that
they must have been shredded by the barbed wire. I was still examining my
wounds when I heard the crunch of a foot on gravel behind me. I had barely
begun to turn around when something hit my head and everything went black.
* * *
I lapsed back into
consciousness. I was lying prone on some creaky metal bench. My skull was
throbbing. I forced my eyes to open and saw a blinding light which only
worsened my headache. I let out a groan.
“Ah, look who’s
finally awake.” The gravelly voice came from my right. “Get up, you scumbag.”
Without waiting for me to follow his orders, a pair of rough hands grabbed my
collar and pulled me off the bench. I wasn’t ready and collapsed onto my knees.
My eyes had gotten used to the light by now, and I looked up in front of me to
see a police officer who was nearly as wide as he was tall. “Get up!” he said
again, and once more pulled me to my feet. With a shove, he pushed me into an
adjoining room with height markers along one wall. I felt numb, and barely
reacted as a man took mugshots of me. I heard a voice calling out the
statistics of my arrest.
“Name: Stefan
Geoffrey Marx. Gender: male. Race: Caucasian. Age: 18. Height: six feet nine
inches. Weight: 258 pounds. Apprehended November 28, 1961 in Atlanta,
Georgia...” the voice continued to rally off information about me while I
blankly stared forward. My trial was two days later. The jury was already
convinced of my guilt and wasted no time in locking me away.
* * *
I had to stoop to
walk through the door into the office. Inside was a man of medium height in an
immaculate black suit and wearing ridiculously dark sunglasses, especially
considering the fact we were indoors. He gestured for me to sit down in a chair
in front of his desk. I obeyed. We stared at each other for over a minute
before he finally broke the silence.
“Do you know why you
are here, Stefan?” His voice was crisp and official, but at the same time had a
menacing undertone that let me know I would be punished if I lied.
“For a crime I didn’t
commit.”
“That is correct.”
his acknowledgement of that fact startled me. “I work for the CIA. That woman
whom you found dead was a wanted weapons trafficker. I had an agent eliminate
her minutes before you walked into that pawnshop.”
“ You mean you know
it’s a mistake?” I exclaimed. “You’re gonna let me go?”
“Please, it was no
mistake that the police arrested you. You have certain qualities which
are desirable for a little… experiment we’ve been conducting: no living
family members, from a foreign country, and your stature is unique to say the
least. We killed two birds with one stone; eliminated an enemy and framed a man
whom we could use. If you cooperate with our project for the next year, I will
have you released with a new identity and a clean record.”
“You little-” I
began, but, realizing it would be pointless to insult him, said, “You know I
have no choice but to accept.”
“Of course.” He
showed a toothy, unnerving smile. “You will be a valuable asset for MK-Ultra.”
* * *
I walked into my new
cell and saw a bunk bed, the top half of which had a scrawny kid fiddling with
a rubix cube on it. His eyes opened wide as I entered the room.
“Jee wizz, you’re
huge!” he exclaimed. Already I knew he would most likely talk my ear off. “I’m
Derrick.” he held out his hand and I shook it.
“Stefan.”
He spouted words off
almost faster than I could comprehend them. “You look about my age. I’m only 17
and got locked away cause I stole a lot of stuff. May have robbed a few people,
too. I’m so lucky that they lessen sentences if you cooperate. Is that why
you're in here? What’d you do to get locked away? Actually, if you killed
someone, I’d rather not know. Anyway, my stepparents sure were angry when I got
arrested. I never liked them anyways. I’m actually happy that I’m here cause
now I don’t have to put up with them. Do you have parents?”
“To answer your
questions, nothing, and they died in a car wreck about a year ago.” he didn’t
seem to register the last part, but was intrigued by the first answer.
“What do you mean,
nothing? Are you one of those guys who claims they were framed for their crime?
Cause I won’t believe you.” I considered telling him about the CIA’s
involvement in my arrest, but realized it was so outlandish, he would probably
think I was a liar or insane. I was about to make up some lie about stealing
cars when I heard a gunshot down the hall outside the cell, followed by a yowl
and more gunshots. I looked through the cell bars and suddenly a streak flew
by, running impossibly fast. It was met further down the hall by several
soldiers with rifles, who promptly shot it down. Immediately, the body,
whatever it was, was surrounded by soldiers who obstructed the view of all the
curious prisoners trying to catch a glimpse..
“What on Earth was
that?” I looked at Derrick’s face, waiting for a reply, and noticed it was pale
and bloodless. He shook himself, and then replied.
“It was nothing.
You’ll get used to it.”
“Get used to what?
Why do you look like you’re about to be sick?”
“It’s just, well,
they’ve never got this far into the complex.”
“They?” he was
silent, and I repeated myself more forcefully.
“The experiments,” he
said, ending the conversation with that grave note.
* * *
I anxiously waited
outside the solid steel door. Awaiting for my first “treatment” with the people
running the experiments. Eventually, the door opened and out walked a prisoner
muttering incoherent phrases. He staggered a few steps before vomiting blood
all over the floor. This did nothing to ease my thoughts.
“You may enter,
Subject 257,” said the voice from the room, addressing me by my serial number.
I followed the voice’s instructions and walked through the doorway. Inside was
a chair surrounded by frightening medical instruments: needles, scalpels, and
other tools that did not look the slightest bit pleasant. There was a doctor in
front of me, or at least I presumed he was a doctor. “You may sit, Subject
257.” He gestured to the chair. Reluctantly, I did as he asked. “Restrain him.”
“Wait, restrain?” I
asked. “What are you going to do that requires restraining?” He didn’t answer,
and two soldiers walked into the room and proceeded to tighten straps across my
arms, legs, chest and head.
“Allow me to
introduce myself, Subject 257. I am Doctor Faust. You are part of the greatest
scientific experiment of the millenium. What is to come will no doubt be
painful, but you had the grace to volunteer for this, and you will be rewarded
if you survive.”
“If I survive?” I
started to thrash against my restraints, but to no avail. Doctor Faust merely
smiled at me, put on a gas mask, and held up a needle.
“Day one for Subject
257,” he began, probably for someone recording that I couldn’t see. His voice
was muffled from the mask. “Starting with LSD injections and electro-shock
treatment. Will close the session with psychosis chemicals. Commencing
experiment.” My entire body spasmed as the chair jolted me with an electric
current as the doctor stabbed the needle into my arm. The shocks repeated two
more times before I blacked out.
* * *
The dreams were like
no others I’d ever experienced. They would alternate between being fuzzy, as if
seen through a blurred camera lens, to having a clarity better than any human
eye could manage. The visions were so utterly bizarre, yet it felt like I was
seeing what had happened in the past, without ever having actually been there.
I saw a room with stark white walls. Inside, a patient was floating in a tank
of translucent green fluid. His body was hooked up to tons of wires, and he was
being injected by needles containing a silver liquid. My view shifted in closer
to his face. Suddenly, the patient’s eyes opened. They were pure red. His skin
rapidly lost all color. He began thrashing, breaking the glass tank in which he
was held and falling to the floor. The doctors panicked, trying to hold him
down, but to no avail. He picked one up by the throat and threw him twenty feet
into a wall. There was a gunshot, and the creature, for that’s what the patient
now was, let out a yowl. More gunshots ensued as the thing ran out of
the room.
I woke with a start.
I was lying back in my cell, drenched in sweat. My surroundings swam before my
eyes, and my whole body was aching, particularly where the needle had pierced
my skin. That dream, or vision, or whatever it was; it had ended eerily similar
to when that “experiment” as Derrick called it escaped.
“Don’t worry, the
first time is always the worst,” Derrick said, trying to reassure me.
“Really?”
“No. I just said that
to make you feel better. They actually start to add more chemicals that make
you feel less and less okay.” With that last sentence, 25 years in prison
sounded like heaven compared to this.
* * *
He was not lying in the slightest when he said
the experiments would get worse. Every time Doctor Faust experimented on me, he
added more chemicals (primarily LSD), hooked me up to more machines and
monitors, and still gave me that same, empty smile every time I struggled. My
dreams during the sessions would get more and more vivid. I kept on seeing
similar experiences to the first one; subjects being mutated in a matter of
minutes, turned into creatures with unnatural abilities. I still had no idea if
they were visions of the past or just drug induced hallucinations. The days
turned to weeks, then months as I endured the horror that came with the
sessions.
Derrick remained an optimist and chatted
incessantly, even though the experiments affected him worse than me. He would
be dragged back into the cell by a pair of soldiers and thrown on the ground,
where he would lay unconscious for sometimes hours. Once he awoke, he normally
had a fever and would vomit several times. Despite this, we became pretty good
friends during our incarceration. We would talk about where we came from, what
life outside of the complex was probably like right now. Thankfully, the
experiments only happened once every week. Gradually, the hours ticked by.
There were few options for entertainment in the facility, with the exception of
a workout area and a cafeteria. I had no trouble with the other subjects.
Mostly, we all just kept to ourselves, but I did find out that not all of us
had the same experiments done. Some had gas treatments which kept them awake
for up to a week, and their mental statuses were monitored during that time.
Others bore horrific scars from where the doctors performed surgeries on them.
Eventually, several
months had passed since I arrived. It was June sixth, and I was due for another
experiment. I walked into Doctor Faust’s office, but was greeted by two
soldiers rather than the doctor. They each grabbed one of my shoulders and
ushered me into a seperate room, which unfortunately looked very familiar. The
room was large and had stark white walls. There was a tank of green fluid in
the center. I tried to break free from the soldiers, but one of them hit me
with the butt of his rifle. The blow rocked my skull, and my vision blurred
before I passed out.
* * *
I woke to see the
room dark, lit only by a spinning red light. There was an alarm blaring. I
shook my head and the shapes focused into people, fleeing in terror. I heaved
myself to my feet, and searched for the source of the commotion. The soldiers
escorting me were gone. In an adjoining hallway, I saw flashes of light as a
gun was fired. Some men in lab coats ran out of it, and a soldier backed out
behind them. He continued to fire down the corridor. I had a hunch I knew what
was going on, so I ran and hid in a corner behind some medical equipment. I was
just in time, as a monstrous creature leapt into the room, grabbing the
soldier. He let out one brief scream before it bit his throat, silencing him.
It slowly stood up, reaching a full height of seven feet. Its limbs were long
and spindly, and it had several bullet wounds which dripped dark blood; a
startling contrast against its pasty white skin. The creature turned my
direction, and I saw its blood red eyes look straight at me. I was frozen with
fear, unable to flee. As it took a step towards me, I heard shouting. More
soldiers ran into the room and opened fire. The beast howled in pain and fled
the room, with the soldiers hot on its tail. The moment they left the room, I
ran. I had to get to Derrick, had to warn him of what was going on. I reached
the main cell block and figured it would be a miracle if he was even still
alive. There were several bodies in the large hallway. Many of the cells were
open and empty, and the same alarm was going out here. I ran down to mine and
Derrick’s and looked inside. The door was wide open. He was there, hiding in
the back.
“Derrick,” I
whispered as loud as I dared. “We have to get out of here.”
He stared at me for a
moment before replying, “It’s out there.”
“I know, but at least
we can run out there. You’ll be cornered if it catches you in here.” Derrick
started to stand up, then his eyes widened.
“Duck!” I didn’t
question his order, and we both hit the ground just as the monster leapt over
our heads. It crashed into the bunk and flailed as the whole bed fell on top of
it. As we fled the room, I turned and tried to shut the cell door, but its long
arm reached out and grabbed Derrick’s ankle, yanking him into the cell. I ran.
It hurt to abandon him like that, but there was nothing I could do. His screams
echoed behind me.
I ran down the
hallway, taking a right into the cafeteria, reasoning that there had to be an
exit near the kitchens in case of a grease fire or something. I passed a fallen
soldier and picked up his rifle. I had little experience shooting, but figured
the only target I had was big enough not to miss. I reached the serving area
and vaulted the counter easily thanks to my height. I ran through an ajar door
and entered the kitchens. Immediately there was a low growl and I saw it. Only
ten feet ahead of me was the beast. Being this close, I noticed how the most
terrifying part about it was how humanoid it was. As if sensing my thoughts,
the thing actually smiled at me, red eyes gleaming as it did so. I
pointed my gun at it and prepared to open fire when I heard another growl from
behind me.
I turned around and
saw another one of the monsters. This one was about the same size but jet
black. Here I was, surrounded by two nightmarish creatures, with only a rifle
that seemed to have little effect against them. I got ready to shoot when the
white one leapt over my head at the other, tackling it to the ground. I
couldn’t believe it, but they were fighting each other. They grappled
ferociously, biting, scratching, neither able to gain the upper hand. The sight
was almost surreal; the pitch black mingled with the stark white, making me
think of the yin yang. The white one was already wounded, however, and the
black managed to lock onto its neck. The white gave a few kicks as it tried to
free itself, then went still. I knew I was the next target, and noticed a huge
propane stove behind the monster. I aimed my gun and shot. A massive explosion
ensued, blowing me backwards.
I forced myself to
stand, despite my burns. I grabbed my stomach and felt a piece of shrapnel
protruding from my gut. My left ankle was broken. The corpses of both beasts
were next to each other, burned to a crisp. I turned around and saw the most
beautiful sight imaginable: the red glow of an exit sign. I stumbled toward it,
the sounds of more yowls and gunshots behind me barely registering. So what if
there were more. So what if I was grievously injured. I was free. I
pushed open the door at the sign and gazed out at the desert of Nevada. I had
been informed of my location when I arrived. I took a few more steps then
collapsed. I tried to drag myself along but couldn’t find the strength. I had
nothing left, so I just pushed myself up into a sitting position and watched
the sun begin to set. There was a rumble. A mound of dirt a quarter mile away
rippled upwards. Suddenly, it was gone, replaced by a blinding flash which
expanded into a fireball. The light completely blinded me, like staring into a
thousand suns. I sighed as everything got warmer. I knew what this was. Here I
was in Nevada, a bomb testing site, and the CIA was cleaning up its mess. They
had probably stashed it underground near the facility as a safety measure. The
warm glow reached my skin, embracing me and the facility in nuclear fire.
“No Mercy”
by Mai Lei Long
“Claire! Are you up?
You’re going to be late for work,” my mom yelled from downstairs. Shoot. This
was the third time I’d overslept this week. Ricky would kill me. I checked my
alarm and saw that I’d set it to 8:00 PM instead of AM. I sprung out of bed.
Hastily, I pulled on a faded blue t-shirt and my ripped skinny jeans.
“Don’t forget your
lunch,” Mother called from the kitchen.
“I won’t,” I yelled back, grabbing my
backpack. I pulled my chocolate curls into a ponytail and rushed down the
stairs into the kitchen. I snagged my lunchbox and dashed out the front door.
“Be careful! Love you!”
“Love you too, Mom, and I will be!”
Ever since my brother
died in a car accident, Mom and Dad were always telling me to be careful. It
wasn’t a coincidence that the time Aaron met his demise was directly after the
government found out his best friend was a member of the Revere Garde. If the
government suspected you were conspiring with the rebel group, you were gone.
My dad lost his job at the Eagle after that.
I checked the time. Running ten minutes
behind, I didn’t need any distractions, yet I couldn’t help but notice the cute
guy across the street. I’d never seen him. He must have recently moved to
Aster. Our town was small, and everyone knew each other.
I hopped into my car. His brow was furrowed in
frustration. The mystery guy’s car looked like it was overheating. “Hey!” I
called at the stranger. “Do you need a ride?”
He looked up at me and smiled, “Yeah.”
“Cool, hop in.” My mom would kill me—after
Ricky did, and then I’d be dead twice. I’m not supposed to talk to
strangers—much less ride in a car with one. But he was cute, so I’d make an
exception. He opened the door and got in.
“You aren’t a homicidal maniac, right?” I
asked for the sake of my mom.
“What?! No!” he laughed richly. “Why?”
“Just making sure,” I replied. “Although, I
should have asked that before you got in the car. Where to?” I asked while
backing out.
“Ricky’s,” he answered, lips quirked up to
form a half-smile. “He’s the only mechanic in town.” I glanced at him from the
corner of my eye. He was handsome with his tousled golden locks, light gray
eyes, and warm expression; it didn’t hurt that he thought I was funny too.
“Wow, what a coincidence,” I remarked. “That’s
where I’m going.”
“What’s wrong with your car?” he inquired. “It
won’t blow up, will it?” He looked around, alarmed.
“Nothing. I work there, and I’m late. I
overslept. This is the third time that’s happened this week.”
“Maybe it’s fate,” he added while staring at
the orange leaves and pastel houses.
“Fate?” I snorted. “More like a lack of a
proper alarm.”
“Where are my manners?” he started, shifting
to face me.
“At your mom’s house.”
“Haha. I wasn’t finished, and you killed the
moment. Does your boss know about your lack of manners too?” he replied.
“Touché,” I grinned. “If you think my
etiquette is terrible, then wait till you meet Ricky.”
“As I was saying though, before I was so
rudely interrupted, where are my manners? I’m Andrew,” he paused. “You aren’t
going to introduce yourself?” he asked incredulously.
“I would, but then I’d have to kill you,” I
responded in faux seriousness.
“I think I’m the one who should be worried
about being stuck in a car with a crazy killer,” he joked. Unable to help
myself, I laughed. The gravel of Ricky’s parking lot crunched as I pulled in.
“Here we are.”
“So who do I have to thank for the ride?”
“Prudence, which is ironic considering how
late I am and how my boss is very bad-tempered,” I replied, not ready to end
our fun just yet.
“You’re impossible,” he threw his hands up in
exasperation.
“No, I’m actually Claire. Impossible is my
middle name,” I smirked.
“Thank you, Claire, for the ride.”
“You’re welcome,” I grinned.
“Meet me at nine
tomorrow morning at Orange Cafe,” Andrew grew serious. “I have a proposition
for you.”
“Wow, now I think you
really are a homicidal maniac,” I joked to hide the uneasy feeling growing in
my stomach.
“You aren’t too far
off,” he answered with a sly smile. “Don’t be tardy. It’s rude to stand up your
date,” he winked as Ricky stormed out of the shop. My boss looked furious. I
would have to survive today to make it to tomorrow’s date with Andrew.
“Claire, you’re late for the third time this
week,” he bellowed, towering over me threateningly.
“I’m sor—” I began, but my boss cut me off.
“I don’t want your apology. I want you to be
on time,” Ricky snarled. His eyes glowed menacingly like twin green poisoned
apples.
“Excuse me, sir,” Andrew spoke up, looking
slightly embarrassed yet chivalrous. “I can’t stand by and let her take the
blame. I’m the one who made Claire late. My car broke down, and she stopped to
tell me you were the best mechanic shop in town. She even offered me a ride.
Before she told me about you, I thought I would have to go to Appling City,” he
lied seamlessly, and I gaped up at him.
“Son, if you would drive two hours to get to a
mechanic and didn’t know about me, then you must be new here or really stupid,”
Ricky snapped. Way to make a good first impression, Ricky.
Inhaling deeply, he
turned to me. “Claire, I’m sorry for getting angry at you. I should’ve known
after two days, you wouldn’t be foolish enough to be late again.” I bristled.
His apology sounded more like a veiled insult and a warning. “Now, why don’t
you take care of this young gentleman,” he leered.
Quieter he said in my
ear, “You better make him happy or else.” He chuckled mirthlessly. I shivered
despite the sun’s warmth. Ricky spun on his heel and retreated. With his inky,
windblown curls and arresting emerald eyes, he could be attractive, if he
didn’t have a scowl permanently etched on his face. When he first moved to
Aster, he was kind. What changed since then to make him so surly?
“Wow, you weren’t kidding about your boss
being rude,” Andrew remarked, breaking me out of my reverie.
“Tell me about it,” I replied dryly. “Let’s
get your car fixed.”
***
Lying in bed, I
smiled as I recounted all of today’s events. I couldn’t wait for tomorrow and
my date with Andrew. What was his “proposition”? I set my alarm an hour
earlier. I didn’t want to be late, and I needed time to get ready. His cryptic
message still bounced around my mind as I drifted into a fitful sleep.
***
My alarm rang, and I yawned. I was about to
hit snooze when I realized that I had to meet Andrew. I jumped out of bed and
showered quickly. What was I going to wear? Heels would be too formal, but I
wanted to look nice. Huffing, I blew a damp lock out of my face. I decided on a
high-waisted, burgundy skater skirt and black sweater paired with ankle boots.
My skirt swirled above my knees as I walked
into the cafe five minutes early. I glanced around and spotted Andrew at a
table that was tucked into the back corner. He waved me over. He had styled his
bright hair off his face today, and he wore a dark blue, almost black,
button-down shirt that made his eyes shine silver. I slid into the hickory
chair across from him. He smelled like laundry detergent and something citrusy.
“Who knew you could show up early?” he smirked.
“Whatever,” I rolled my eyes. “So what’s this
‘proposition’?” I asked curiously, resting my chin on my hand. “Am I going to
help you rob a bank? Is that why you’re wearing dark jeans and that shirt? I’m
afraid I’m not properly dressed to steal anything other than hearts,” I winked.
“You do look lovely,” he smoldered; I almost
fainted. Then he turned serious and leaned closer, lowering his voice. “I don’t
plan on robbing a bank, but you aren’t too far off.” He tugged his collar to
the left. My eyes widened, and I stifled a gasp. I looked around to make sure
no one was watching us. He had the mark of the Revere Garde, a lantern, inked
right below his collarbone. Andrew was a part of the rebel group trying to
overthrow the federal government. The same one that caused the government to
destroy my family.
“We’ve been watching
you for a long time. We want you to join, but you have to go through an
initiation process first.”
“You guys have been
stalking me? That’s not creepy.”
Ignoring my outburst,
he continued, “Normally, they wouldn’t have an initiation. However, your
brother died a long time ago, so they need proof that you’re willing to betray
the government. It would require you breaking into a heavily guarded complex
and stealing the federal government’s information,” he conspired. Seeing my
shock mixed with fright, he added, “I’ll assist you during part of it since you
haven’t been trained.”
“I—my family,” I sputtered. “Just being here
with you right now is considered treason,” I hissed. “Do you have any idea how
much danger we’re in?” Aster might be a small town, but it held unique
importance to the government. We had the Eagle, which was a protected facility
that stores all the data in the U.S. I’d be dead before I even stepped foot on
the grounds. “And if I choose not to?”
“Then I’ll leave,” he answered. “You won’t
ever have to see me again.” I knew I couldn’t say no to Andrew. He was far too
compelling. Didn’t he know what that look did to me? Plus, it was my chance to
avenge my brother.
“I can’t believe I’m
doing this,” I muttered. “I must be a maniac.”
“A rebellious one at
that,” Andrew beamed at me, and all of my doubt evaporated.
***
I crept down the gray
corridor searching for room 316. Finally, I spotted it along with a muscular
sentry at least six feet tall. How was I supposed to get past him? I steeled my
nerves and reminded myself that I was doing this to avenge my brother.
Wailing sirens and
flashing lights interrupted my train of thought. As I ducked behind a potted
plant, the sprinklers whirred to life. Andrew must have set off the fire alarm
to distract the guard. Peering around the pot, I discovered an empty hallway. I
dashed to the door and tried the handle. It was locked. I spotted a scanner to
the right of the entrance and pressed my gloved hand to it. It flashed red.
Hurry up Andrew. It flashed green. Quickley, I yanked the knob.
Stumbling into the
room, I slammed the door behind me and shoved the flash drive into the nearest
computer. It was 75 percent done when the door behind me opened. I snatched the
drive and stuffed it into the hidden pocket sewn on the inside of my sleeve.
I dove behind the
computers as the guard entered. He gazed around the chamber, and I held my
breath. As if hearing my heartbeat pound, his head swung in my direction, and I
willed myself invisible. He took a step towards me when someone called from the
hallway. He glanced towards me once more and exited. I exhaled and got up from
my uncomfortable crouch.
A rough hand hauled
me backward into a solid chest. I thrashed, trying to free myself, but they
only tightened their grip. Cold metal tightly encircled my wrists as I craned
my neck; my captor was the guard from earlier. But how? He left, and I didn’t
see him enter.
As if reading my
mind, he answered, “Every room is interconnected by passageways. You aren’t a
very good spy.” I glared at him, and he chuckled. “Let’s go.” He dragged me to
the door. Once I crossed the threshold, I wrenched myself from his grip. I ran
two steps before he grabbed me and slammed me into a wall.
My eyes blinked open
to a white ceiling. Slowly, I sat up and grimaced. My head throbbed. I squinted
at my surroundings. The walls were white, and the fluorescent lights blinded
me. The well-concealed door had a small, rectangular window. Ignoring my
migraine, I got up and surveyed the corridor through it. I gasped from seeing a
familiar figure swaggering down the hallway towards me. He wore his usual sneer
on his pale face.
“Hello, Claire.”
“What are you doing
here, Ricky?” I growled.
“Isn’t it obvious? I
work for the government,” he answered.
“My parents will be
worried when I don’t come home.”
“They’ll be told you
had a wreck and died, just like your brother. How tragic to lose both
children to car accidents,” he remarked sardonically, eyes glittering darkly.
My temper flared.
“How do you know what
happened to Aaron?” I demanded. “You moved to Aster after the crash.”
“You think it was a
coincidence that I showed up directly after your brother’s wreck?” When it
dawned on me, the harsh light seemed to shadow his face and elongate it. It
made him look sharper, meaner, like a monster from a nightmare.
“You,” I breathed.
“You’re the one who hit him.”
“Yes. Looks like you
do have a brain in that pretty head of yours.”
“Well, Ricky,”
I spat, “If I ever make it out of here alive, I will hunt you down to the ends
of the Earth and make your death fifty times worse than my brother’s. I will
make sure you suffer, and I will have no mercy.”
He just stared at me
like I was gum on the bottom of his shoe. Slowly, he grinned wolfishly, “I hope
you do.”
His phone chimed, and
he answered it. He frowned and looked back at me. “I have to check on
something. Don’t go anywhere,” he smirked.
Still reeling from
shock, I slid to the floor. I was never going to get out of this prison, and my
parents would be devastated. The government and Ricky would win.
The door swung open,
and I fell onto my back. I looked up into familiar warm silver eyes. Relief
coursed through me.
Andrew whispered,
“Come on.” Silently, I pulled myself together and followed him. We had gone
five yards when the sound of footsteps reverberated through the hall. Andrew
pulled me after him into a small storage room.
“Is this the part of
the movie where we have a steamy make-out session in the broom closet as a
cover?” I asked, panic lacing my voice as the steps grew louder.
“No,” he grunted as
he lifted two tiles from the floor. “As you saw when we came in, we have
various means of entrances and exits.”
I squinted into the
dark void.
“After you.”
I hopped down into
the darkness. I heard Andrew drop beside me and the grate of the tiles as he
moved them back in place. He clicked on a flashlight that illuminated the
narrow tunnel. I trailed after him.
“Thank you,” I told
him after we had walked a ways, “for saving me.”
“Of course. I’ll
always rescue you,” he answered softly.
“I still have the
flash drive. The download wasn’t finished when I unplugged it. I’m sorry.”
“Don’t be. It still
has valuable information on it. The important thing is that you’re safe.” We
traveled in silence, leaving me time to process everything that happened. I was
so distracted that when Andrew stopped, I crashed into him. “Maybe you should
consider mercy,” he said over his shoulder as he ascended a ladder. He
overheard my conversation with Ricky.
Ricky didn’t deserve
my mercy. Andrew knew about my history, but he didn’t know what it was like to
lose his brother to someone he knew for years and trusted. I remember when
Ricky used to be nice. He comforted me when I was 14 after I was picked on for
liking cars. He even offered me a job when I was 16. His menacing smile
lingered in my mind. It would visit me in my nightmares from then on.
“We’re about to enter
the Revere Garde’s headquarters, so be on your best behavior,” he warned.
“When am I not,” I
muttered.
I climbed out of the
subterranean passage into a dark green room with a mahogany desk. Behind the
large desk sat a petite girl with fiery hair and creamy skin. “Welcome, Claire.
Are you ready to join us? There’s no going back, so choose carefully.” I
seethed at the thought of Ricky, a pawn of the government, murdering my
brother. “Well?” she prompted.
“I’m ready to start a
rebellion.” The lady smiled, all teeth.
***
“We are promoting you to an assignment that
deals with the Revere Garde escapee,” the commander’s muffled voice filtered
through the phone.
“Here’s the mail,
boss.” He scowled at the boy with mud brown hair and green eyes that were
similar to his own. How dare he interrupt his prestigious call?
“Hold on one moment,” he commanded into the
phone. “This had better be good, boy.” Taking the letter, he read it. A small,
dark chuckle slowly chilled the room.
***
10/21/36
Ricky’s Garage
452 Cherry Street
Aster, Georgia, 39182
Dearest Ricky,
Consider this my formal resignation. I will
keep my promise.
See you sooner than
you think,
Claire
"The
Heirloom"
by
Emily Arnold
Alarms filled my
head. My peaceful dream suddenly turned into havoc. Why wouldn’t the sound
stop? A small pain started to make its way through my head. I turned in my bed,
restless. Then I smelled it. Smoke filled my nose. Smoke! In my house! The
alarms weren’t in my dream! I jumped out of bed.
I tried to collect my
thoughts. There wasn’t much in this new home that was important to me. Except
for the heirloom. Hidden with me because that’s the last place they would look.
Luckily, I always had it in reach. I grabbed it, shoving it in my jacket
pocket.
The thick, smoky air
was filling more of the room. Pressing my hand against the bedroom door, I felt
the wood get warmer and warmer and saw small flames at the bottom of the door.
I looked to the window. Right now, that was my only chance. I threw the window
open, and looked out into the dark night. Flames engulfed the entire left side
of my house. I jumped, landing in the bushes. I got up and ran to the street.
Faint sirens were growing louder, and I saw an elderly man walk my way. I
recognized him as my neighbor, though I had yet to introduce myself.
“I called 911 for
you. Dogs were barking all crazy, and I saw your house. Truly tragic,” he said.
“Thank you so much.
The alarms woke me up just in time,” I replied, ending with a coughing fit. I
looked back to the house, the flames now scraping the sky. The sirens and
lights of the fire trucks swirled together as they zoomed down the street
toward me.
Soon the flames went
down, and the sun started to slowly light the sky. I thanked the firemen as
they loaded up and drove away.
“I’m Hunter Robbins
by the way. It’s been quite the night for you. Do you want to come in for
breakfast?”
I turned to see my
neighbor again. I hesitated. For my whole life, I have avoided any contact
outside of necessities. I didn’t want to change that now.
“Nice to meet you and thank you, but I have a
lot to take care of,” I responded, trying to smile.
“Oh yes. Well, let me know if you need
anything,” he said as he headed inside.
I sighed, the realization of my situation
hitting me. I pulled out my phone, calling my brother. He was the only person I
trusted. After a few rings, he picked up.
“Hey Kate,” he said when he picked up.
“Hey Brayden. I kinda have a problem.”
“What’s that?”
“My house burned down in the middle of the
night.”
“What! Kate, are you okay? And the heirloom?”
“Yes. Yes. I got out with it, but everything
else is destroyed.”
“So you need somewhere to go,” he sighed,” You
know that’s gonna be hard. Well I can come meet you tonight, and I’ll find a
place for you. Right now, get a hotel room and stay put.”
“Ok. I’ll take care of the house and insurance
and stuff when I get there.”
“Alright. See you tonight.”
I went to the door, after hearing the knock.
Looking through the peephole, I saw Brayden. Opening the door, I greeted him
with a smile.
“It’s good to see you again,” he said.
“Same to you. Let’s get to work.”
“There’s only so many places you could go. Are
you sure you have the heirloom?”
I checked my pocket for the hundredth time
that day for reassurance.
“Yes,” I answered as I pulled out the key.
Heirlooms in any family are important and valuable, but this key held more than
any other relic passed down.
It was a small antique skeleton key, well worn
with age. Passed down from my great-great grandfather, the key had been the
source of much family conflict. It was said to hold a large fortune behind the
lock it went to.
About eighty
years ago, after his death, my great-great grandfather’s will directed this key
to be given to my great-grandfather. He didn’t know anything about the key
until a letter was sent on the anniversary of my great-great grandfather’s
death. The letter told him that the key must be protected at all cost, that
there would be efforts to try to find the key and the lock it led to.
My great-grandfather
received more letters, each giving another clue. All of these, and the key were
passed down to my grandfather and then my father. Once my father received it,
all the family turned against him, so he moved far away in search of safety and
isolation.
Because no one knew
about me, when I was older I received the key.
“Kate, there are five
generations worth of people out there somewhere trying to get this key. The
only way to keep you safe is to send you farther away,” Brayden finally said.
“I know,” I sighed,
“but I’m just tired of being alone.”
“I understand. I’ll
figure something out,” he responded.
A few days later, I went to the property of
the house with the insurance agents. As we pulled up, I saw a man walking
around the ruins. I jumped out of the car and immediately recognized him as my
neighbor, Mr. Robbins. As he turned, I saw a guilty look cross his face that
quickly turned into an innocent smile.
“Good afternoon. Sorry my dogs just got out,
and they went right through here,” my neighbor said, as he greeted me.
“Good afternoon,” I responded suspiciously. There
were no dogs in sight.
“I’ll head back this way,” he told us,
pointing in the direction of his side yard, “Maybe they snuck around me.”
I waved him goodbye, as I turned to the
insurance agents. They assessed the damage, though there wasn’t much of
anything left.
“We’ll check the reports to determine the
cause of the fire. There’s not much we can do because of the extent of the
damage,” the insurance agent, Mr. Cobbs, reported, “Who is the owner of this
home?”
“My brother. He told me to give you his
contact information, and he will handle everything,” I responded.
As we headed back to our cars, I saw Mr.
Robbins looking out his window, watching us. At the stop sign, I looked back to
see him walk down his porch steps in the direction of the ruins of my
house.
Once I reached the
hotel, I called Brayden.
A week later
The cool autumn day
made my walk back to my hotel a pleasant one. I just finished my college
classes for the day, and the crisp air was refreshing. The peaceful feeling
left me as I made eye contact with a middle aged man whose face looked a little
familiar. His cold eyes made me shiver. I tried to forget him, as I hurried on
to my hotel room.
When I entered, I was
shocked. Everything was turned upside down. The sheets were thrown in a jumbled
mess, drawers completely pulled out, and clothes scattered everywhere.
Suddenly afraid that the person responsible
for this mess was still nearby, I quickly went downstairs to the foyer. I went
to the desk and asked if anyone had been asking for me. The receptionist told
me, yes, someone had asked if anyone staying here was of the last name
Peterson.
I called
Brayden up. As I told him the events that had occurred, the hotel doors opened
to reveal the same middle aged man I had seen on the street earlier. I quickly
turned my body to hide from those cold eyes. I lowered my voice and continued
talking to Brayden.
“Someone’s looking
for me. I don’t know where to go. I have a feeling I am being followed,” I told
him.
I watched the middle
aged man out of the corner of my eye. He asked the receptionist for Kate
Peterson, and she pointed toward me. My heart stopped. This couldn't be
happening. If this man was my uncle, I was in great danger. But the big
question was how he had found me. My whole life had been spent hiding from the
family, only now to be discovered. I told Brayden all of this.
“I’m on my way right
now. Keep your phone on. I don’t know what he will try to do, but please be
safe,” Brayden said urgently.
I tried to control my breathing. My thoughts
were rushing everywhere, as the man approached me.
“Hello, are you Kate Peterson by chance?” he
asked with an innocent smile.
“Who are you?” I asked, avoiding the question.
“Hm. Wouldn’t you like to know,” he responded,
his smile turning to a small frown.
“Who are you?” I repeated firmly.
“Hmm. Well if you must know, I am Richard
Peterson.”
I forced myself to breathe slowly. This was
him, the uncle that had almost found my family ten years after moving away. The
man who had gone to greater extents to find the key than any other. I
remembered why he had looked familiar now.
When she was six years old, her dad drove
their small family into town, stopping to drop something by the post office.
While they sat in the car, a man had walked down the street. His cold eyes were
sweeping up and down the road. As they fell upon the car, they stopped.
Recognition filled his face as he saw my mother. Immediately seeing him as
well, my mother told me to get to the floor. He didn’t stop, but turned back
the way he came.
“Okay,” I finally answered, trying to hide
that I had recognized him, but it was too late.
“Kate. It is you. Don’t deny it,” he said,
lowering his voice, “You know why I am here, and this can be very simple. You
know where the key is, and you will take me to who has it.”
I kept my relief to myself. He didn’t know I
had it, and it had to stay that way.
“Yes,” was my simple response.
“Well now that you’re being honest, you will
follow me.”
I started panicking on the inside. I couldn’t
go with him. My whole life had been spent hiding from these people. I wouldn’t
give it all up now.
“I’m sorry, but that is something I can’t do,”
I responded firmly, though shaking inside.
“You will, and you must. I will do whatever is
necessary to see to the end of this key,” he replied angrily as he took a step
toward me.
Before I could say anything else, two men
stepped behind me and grabbed me by the arms.
“Kate, meet your cousins.”
I squirmed under their grip, not knowing what
to do. What a nice introduction to the family I’d never met.
“Now you will walk with us out the door
without causing any problems. Aren’t we such a happy family?”
Far from it, I thought. I was trapped. I had
three men walking around me out the hotel doors. I was pushed into a sleek,
black car that was soon speeding down the road. When it finally stopped, I was
confused by the view that met my eyes. I was facing the ruins of my
house.
“Why are we here?” I asked, looking at my
uncle.
“Oh, I just wanted to give you a proper
introduction to your neighbor,” he responded with a sly smile.
“What are you talking about?”
“I believe you met Mr. Robbins the night
your house burnt down. Tragic that you didn’t accept his invitation to breakfast.”
“Mr. Robbins?”
Instead of answering, he led me inside Mr.
Robbin’s house. I saw my neighbor sitting at the table.
“Well Mr. Robbins, you failed your job the
first time, so I hope you can do it right this time,” my uncle said in
greeting.
“What are you talking about?” I asked.
“Not only is Mr. Robbins your neighbor, he is
also your great-uncle,” my uncle answered me, “and you’re going to stay with
him until you give us the information we want.”
This could not be happening.
“You see, I have intercepted all the letters
that your father was supposed to receive. The ones that have the clues about
the key,” my uncle continued.
There was a knock at the door. My uncle gave a
quizzical look to Mr. Robbins. He just shrugged. One of my cousins opened the
door.
To my surprise, it was my father. I hadn’t
seen him in three years. Closely following him was my brother. They immediately
met their eyes with mine, making sure I was okay.
A dark look crossed
my uncle’s face.
“Hello brother,” my
father greeted him, “What a surprise.”
“And to what do I owe
the pleasure?” my uncle responded sarcastically.
“I see you met my
daughter. I suppose there’s a story behind that.”
“Oh no. Only that you
didn’t cover your tracks as well as you thought.”
“No, I covered them
alright. The tracks you found just weren’t the right ones.”
What were they
talking about? If my uncle had found me, then he had figured something
out.
“Well I’d love to
chat, pick up on all the years, but for now I’d like to take my daughter home,”
my father continued.
“That is not
possible. I found her. I caught her. And now I will question her.”
“Oh but brother, you
see that is the thing that is not possible.”
“And why do you say
that?”
“Because she doesn’t
know anything. No one in here knows. There is much more behind this key than
anyone ever thought,” my father responded, “Now, I will take my daughter, and I
will not have anymore of this craziness.”
He walked toward me,
standing by my side, and leading me to the door.
“What! That’s all
you’re going to say? I’ve been searching for so long, and now you’re just going
to leave?”
“If you found us
once, you can find us again. This is enough. You don’t know what you’re gonna
get yourself in. I advise you to stop and just go live your life.”
With that, my father
reached for the door.
“Not so fast. I want
answers,” my uncle stopped him.
“Well the police want
answers too. And they’re waiting for you right outside.”
“What?”
“You heard me. Arson,
robbery, and kidnapping. The list just keeps getting longer.”
With that, my father
led me and my brother outside.
“They’re all yours,”
my father told the officers waiting on the porch.
“I guess we’re on the run again,” my father
spoke up, after we had gotten on the road, “but this time we have the bars in
between one part of the family.”
By
Kayla Kerce
Devastating. Life-shattering.
Heartbreaking. All of these words describe the death of a loved one feels like.
Death isn’t something that we can skip. Death isn’t something that we can run
away from. Death isn’t something that anyone enjoys. Life is like a wave in the
ocean. Some waves last longer than others. Some waves don’t get the chance to
experience as much as other waves do. When the wave comes to shore, it is the
end of its journey. When the heart stops beating, it is the end of life.
•••••
I had never experienced what it was like to lose someone I care so
much about. I had never experienced what it was like to lose someone you told
everything to. I never knew how tragic death truly was.
I was a twelfth-grade student,
just living the average student life. I did all of the high school student
things. I went to all the football games under the Friday night lights, the
crazy parties, the baseball games, the pep rallies. Just give the word and I
could promise you that me and my best friend since kindergarten, Katherine
Davis, would be there.
Everyone knew that Katherine and I were best friends. People would
often call us “K-Squared” since her name is Katherine and my name is Kate. We
were together all the time. We shopped together, played softball together,
carpooled to school together, went to parties together, hosted parties
together. We did everything together. Well, we used to do everything
together….
It was a Friday night, and there were no games or parties going on
that night so Katherine and I went over to our friends, Charlotte and
Caroline’s house. We hung out with Charlotte and Caroline a lot, so our parents
were fine with it. We normally went to their house, because in their basement
they had a bar stocked with alcohol and Sprite and they had a pool table.
Anytime Katherine and I were at their house we would normally drink beer, and
we would always make sure it was only the amount that we thought we could
handle. Plus we both played sports and knew that we didn’t need to be in taking
that much alcohol as young athletes, but this Friday night, it was different.
Katherine just found out that her boyfriend, Jackson, cheated on her with a
sophomore, and she didn’t understand how a sophomore could be better than she
was. Katherine wanted answers but Jackson wouldn’t give any, and Katherine was
hurting. She thought that the more she drank, the less she would hurt, and
there was nothing we could do to stop her.
“Katherine, are you sure this is the best idea for you?” I asked.
“Yeah, I’m not sure this is the smartest idea, maybe we can just
talk about it,” Charlotte said, and Caroline nodded in agreement.
“No, I want to drink. Drinking is taking all of my sorrows away. I
have done this before at my house alone and I was perfectly fine the next day.
Plus, what is life without taking chances? Caroline, grab the shot glasses and
I’ll get the vodka. Fifteen shots here I come.” Katherine said, looking at my
worried face.
She said that she had done this before and was fine, so I let go
of my worries for her and just let her do her thing. The worst that can happen
is she gets too drunk and she just sleeps it off, right?
The night went on and the later it got, the more we drank.
Katherine took fifteen shots in a span of fifty-five minutes. She told us that
she felt fine, but a few hours later she started feeling sick, so I helped walk
her to the bathroom. She threw up a few times and then said that she was going
to go to sleep and that she would talk to us in the morning.
“Goodnight Katherine,” Charlotte,
Caroline, and I all said.
The three of us stayed up a couple more hours and fell asleep in
the living room watching Netflix. The next morning Charlotte and Caroline’s
parents came, woke us up, and asked us where Katherine was.
“She’s up in my room sleeping. We’ll go wake her up,” Caroline
said.
We walked up the stairs to Caroline’s room. “Goodmorning
Katherine! Time to get up, we’re going shopping!” Charlotte exclaimed.
“Caroline?” I said as I walked over to where she was laying. She
felt cold.
“Y’all, she’s not okay,” Charlotte said as she checked Caroline’s
pulse.
“MOM! DAD! CALL 911 NOW!” Caroline screamed.
I don’t remember much of what happened in between calling 911 and
going to the emergency room. I was in too much shock to believe what was going
on. I knew that this couldn’t be happening. We were only in the waiting area of
the ER for about fifteen minutes until someone came to talk to her parents.
When they finished talking, I could see Katherine’s mom and dad both about to
break down. They walked over to me and said, “She’s gone.”
“No. She can’t be gone. This can’t be true.” I kept trying not to
face the reality of it all.
“She died from alcohol poisoning. Kate, how could you let
something like this happen? Y’all were best friends. Y’all were like sisters.
You just let her keep drinking. You didn’t stop her,” Katherine’s mom said to
me.
“Sweetie, I think it’s best if we leave,” Katherine’s dad told his
wife.
I was left in the hospital by myself with the reality that my best
friend was dead. How am I supposed to live without her? She had helped me so
much, been through so much for me, done so much for me. I don’t have anyone else
to lean on, because my parents never pay any attention to me and all of my
friends have their own “person”. My “person” is dead, and it’s my fault.
•••••
The death of my best friend has shaped
me, changed me, and showed me to have respect for not only this life that I
have been given but the lives of the people I am surrounded by, my family, my
friends, classmates, everyone I love and care for. You never know how much you
love something until it is taken away from you and you have to do life without it.
I never knew that I could feel so broken as if the world was ending. When my
best friend passed away, a door of emotions I never thought I had opened up. I
have never been one of those girls that cry, but death made me shed oceans. I
have never been one of those girls to have fear, but death has shown me how
life is truly like a wave, some are shorter than others.
•••••
So many thoughts raced through my head
as I sat on the cold hospital floor. What did I do to have my best friend die?
How is this fair? What is God thinking? Why is this happening? I kept telling
myself that this was all just a dream and that it wasn’t true, it couldn’t be
true.
“Sweetie, are you okay?” a nurse came up to me and asked.
“No ma’am, my best friend just died” I replied to her.
“I am so sorry, come here let’s go get you a blanket and something
to eat and we can talk more about it,” she said, as she held out her hand to
help me off the floor.
“Yes ma’am,” I said as I followed her through the hospital.
No one had ever been this nice to me, but right now all I needed
was someone to cry and talk to, and she was willing to be there and listen when
no one else would.
“Alright, I know it’s cold in here. We have to keep the hospital
cold in order to keep the building clean, but this is the warmest room we
have.” the nurse said.
“Thank you. My name is Kate, by the way” I said.
“My name is Jennifer. Tell me what’s going on, because you have
been sitting on the floor for two hours,” she said.
“I lost my best friend, Katherine, to alcohol poisoning around
four hours ago. Her mom hates me, my parents aren’t even here to support me
even though I have texted them at least six times. It’s as if my life is
falling apart, and I have no one to turn to,” I said.
“I went through a situation similar to yours. My best friend died
in a car accident when I was twenty years old. She was one of the only friends
I had and she was gone. I was a Christian, and I often questioned my faith and
belief of God, because why would He let something like this happen, when I had
been doing so good. Why was it me going through this and not someone else? I
was selfish, and it took me a really long time to move on from her death, but I
promise you that you can do it,” Jennifer said to me.
“Wow. I have never been a true Christian. I believe in Jesus, but
I sin a lot and I have found myself questioning why he would do something like
this to me as well. How did you overcome this hill?” I asked.
“Honestly, I dug deep into the Bible, because deep down I knew
that God wouldn’t do something like this just because he wanted to. The grief I
had from my best friend’s death was like a fog that I kept waiting to lift, but
days and weeks went by and it didn’t. When I dug deep into the Bible, it proved
to me that my God has a reason for everything and whether I know the reason or
not, I have to trust in God and trust in His process, because I know that He
wants to best for every one of us, including you,” Jennifer said.
“I never thought about it like that, but I just don’t know if I can
dig deep into Christianity, I have done so many sinful things in my life, and I
don’t know if God can forgive me of those things,” I said to Jennifer.
“God is a forgiver. Jesus Christ died a brutal death so that we
could be forgiven of our sins. We are all sinful people. Sin is at the core of
us, but we have to own up to our sins and forgive others for their sins against
us so that we can be forgiven of our sinful natures,” she replied.
“Thank you for this talk. I think that it’s time I change my
actions and turn my negative choices into positive choices. That’s the least I
can do for Katherine,” I said.
• • • •
Death truly does change your viewpoint in life. For me, death has
shown me a different perspective on the world. As I go through this life
without my best friend, I dedicate all of the things I do for her. There are so
many things that people should get to do in life, but the chance is taken away
from them, and for that, I live for them. I live for those who don’t get the
opportunities I am given. I live for those whose life was gone sooner than
expected. I’ve realized how important it is to trust the process, even though
we can’t see what the future holds. Trusting in my faith that what happens in
my life, happens for a reason.
Many things in life will happen, that we don’t have planned. Some
things are going to rock our world and make our chest ache. It will feel as
though your heart is breaking. Letting go of what happens, is a hard pill to
swallow, but in order to survive, we have to swallow it. I thought that if I
swallowed the pill of my best friends death, that I would forget our
adventurous memories, I would forget the sound of her soft voice, I would
forget her laugh that could make anyone laugh, I would forget her contagious
smile that everyone adored. But I realized that even if some of the memories
fade, the love and care I have for her will never die.
I’ve said that a wave is like life and
that some waves are bigger than others. Some waves are shorter than others,
leaving the bigger waves behind. But sometimes the bigger waves can’t handle
the absence of the smaller waves, and the bigger waves are gone sooner than
expected, too.